Archangel Raziel holds the chakras in His angelball in 1-6 as bodily chakras, and 7-12 as "electric chakras" that define us the social network, national and ethical level in our Aura communications. Seeing this through the shadows one can relate that Raziel in the Light Troops has also colleagues in the darker side too - teaching us the deep fears of being connected together. As everything is in the Heaven - so it is in the Earth. And as we handle the Light issues - one should handle Shadows too. Today the issues are parasitic animals people tend to fear the most; rats and the flying lookalike - bats, rhyming nicely together too.
People are afraid of rats, because they eat everything that comes across their way. They grow as big as small dogs and spread infections. Earlier days they were truly harmful. They are also the doom foretellers; it's said that the rats are the first to leave the sinking boat. My bet is it's true; they can swim and hold huge animal colonies. Often in the stories for kids rats are the battling ones, leading or needing and at least wanting the war. They're considered to be the aggressive thiefs. Poisons and traps are used against them. They're fighting for survival - and that's exactly what a poor can do, any harm that can be imagined. Rats are a deep reggression for many that were in karmic levels either in service on ships or were doomed to prison. Many have deep fears of being eaten alive by rats, because one couldn't necessarily escape them because of the shackles.
I think these shadow-visions describe best the few Deadly Sins as well as minor sins too. The greed, the murder, the theft, the abuse of others, urge to hurt and to fight, organized destruction, rebellion against humanity and humanity surviving, spreading "the evil" what comes to the infections (that were especially hurtful before antibiotics began to do their business) and eating the human alive. Also the rats attract the snakes around; maybe this kind of approach could be considered in the Shadow work too. These run from the root to the top; only those who like tamed, domestic rats as pets understand them nice and friendly, when fed and nesting under limited circumstances they are found nice. Otherways they just give cold fever and goose bumps for people.
They're not useful, they're not under control, they're against everything that can be considered good for people - if people are as well nesting under limited and somewhat cared conditions. When lots of people are stuck in small limits like in huge cities like New York, Sao Paulo or Mumbay, the people seem to be as dis-human as rats. When there are too much mouths to feed, too much criminal action and too much harrassment against each other - harvesting begins from somewhere. Maybe it's bacteria, maybe it's birds, maybe foxes or the snakes that come for the appetiting meal, but something always happens. It's the nature calling. Attitudes against drugs, poverty and homeless people are much like the attitudes towards parasitic animals. It's easy to be the "wise ass" when everything is OK, when mortgages run smoothly, paychecks are paid and marriage is alright.
In the road to the Light Path one needs to face the evil side from oneself too; what if one ends up to the rathole, what if one lets loose of comfy spouse and nice job and let the road lead one where there can't be any control over the situation.. What if one ends up being as hateful and doomed as rat? Then what? Those, who come from these kind of surroundings don't learn much but root level issues from these lessons. These people need something that shakes them up - their uncomfortable area is actually the loving and abundant level - how to handle the attitude NOT ending up judging the rats around oneself? How come one masters oneself without letting loose the urge of the harvest, not ending up being Uncle Scrooge and eaten up by their own greed, when survival instincts run all the time after there's everything ok? Becoming pampered and friendly domestic rat is a hard time for such a wild creature and they fight for their freedom to the last breath. Letting loose of the rat effect they can find truly loving arms and safe pockets to hide a nasty world.
What comes in the terms of the bats; they're ugly. The leather wings, furry body and nasty face they scary away most of the people. They're not beautiful, they live in the caves and somewhat empty storagehouses with other ugly fellows - but they're useful, since they eat the insects like flies and mosquitos. They have ultrasound mechanism how they find their prey. They make a mess around them, since they shit a lot. They are the dark time fliers, afraid of the light - for they're almost blind. The're not bad, but they're feared because of the tales of the bloodsucking vampires. Batman has lifted up the image with heroic actions, but still people scream about the idea of bumping up with the bats. They're linked to witchcraft because of the night time mysteries and they're connected to evil because of the teeth. They're flying, they're furry, are they mammals or don't they know what they're up to? People have hard time of boxing these creatures into any nice category.
People themselves are afraid anything that is connected with dark. People have hard time understanding, that night as a time is necessity, for many can't sleep if there's too much light. The sleep is necessity for brain. Some people report, that doing only nightshifts changed their concsiousness permanently and for good; because the instincts became more sensitive, as they could hear and feel more deeply after these working periods in their life. In the night time they have met totally different level of people, new experiences and new approaches. They could feel ancestors and dead walk by their side; haunted houses come alive after dark hours came up. This all has some truth to it; because of the light and all mess connecting to it, people aren't able to recognize these issues around them. When people are awake, the "electric lines" are so much full of information, that one must be truly sensitive in order to receive the information that is banging through. In the night time, when people fall asleep and choose other channels, there are more variety for the "border behinders" getting through to semi-sensitive or truly sensitive, but beginners.
One must remember, that shadows also have a message. They're in urge to get to the Light, cut the chords to the human reggressions. They want to get rid of us; and the faster they're forgotten, the faster humans and the Shadows receive the Light levels and more loving approach. The deeper reggressions one is able to forget and forgive, the deeper loving and the wider spectrum of Light one is able to receive. For bat reggressive people this is hard lesson; afraid of the Light, almost blind and away from the familiar cave they're out of the nest. Anything is a threat and the darker the secrets, the harder it seems to release. The bat channels are those that hold most of the receiving issues, for anything too bright gets them in the trouble. They must feel safe (in bodily levels) and sound (in the "radio levels") before they could accept the idea of good happening to them; that they're not so ugly as they think and that they're not as bad mess as they think. They need to find themselves useful and they often comprehend with their capability, virtuosity of their personal agendas. They don't have interest of pretending more pretty than they are, for in the night time it has no value anyway.
Having karmic level history of bats & rats one can face the fact that abundance is on it's way, because it's the only level that soul hasn't so much lessoned and learned. One must face the fact, that feeling good in the future is inevitable and if it's the lesson not accepted, well, feeding energy channels are closed. I wish people could find out, that poverty and wars are not for everybody, and that it's not a virtue of being fed from hand to mouth - it doesn't always serve as soul level growing experience. The lesson comes from accepting the roots where one is raised from, but it's not the truth for the rest of the life. Abundant lessons have been so rare as opportunities in the karmic levels, that one sould observe this possibility as a true lesson; how to behave even in good situation? How to handle and master the success? How to be a good and pretty soul creature, instead of vicious and parasitic, fearful and ugly? There's more to observe for long turn. So, let the light come even if it's fearful. Light changes you and is going to move you to different levels, where one can learn new things. Consider the loving arms and safe pockets. If there's anything to ask, contact me.
sunnuntai 30. marraskuuta 2014
perjantai 28. marraskuuta 2014
Nine circles of the Hell
Apparently on the spiritual path one must win nine challenges in order to face inner demons, past lives' victim and guilt misfits that one has taken to clear out and lesson oneself, before one can move on in the Life education on a higher level. In Astrological atmosphere this can be seen as "transforming to higher element", meaning as scorpio could transform to eagle, for example. In Kalevala one must find a way to "sleep" the subconcsious levels in order to find Sampo behind the nine locks of the Louhi's mountain. These nine circles are well described in Dante Alghieri's poem from the medievals. The book was so astonishing and the art that wanted to manifest it created a total new level of Christian misery category. It can also be found in 12-leveled chakra system, in the Star picture, which was really important view in Alesteri Crowley Heritage, in thelema. "Every man and a woman is a star". The star picture is formed bu two large triangles and three "four cornered squares", that are the fileds of Strength, Pride and Honor.
The path goes from clearing at first the Honor field; chakras 1-4-7-10 give corners for hte three elements that need purification; the Territory. People have so called "lizard level functions" in the brain, that check automatically safety all the time, in the very similar way that crocodile watches out its territory on the river bench. Sensors are awake and alert; is there hunger, are the babies safe, is there challengers o other threats around. In karmic levels aspects one can view three different things; The Aeon, The Habit and the Location of the Territory, that have needed some defending. In the karmic levels one can define if the issues in this life have connection one or more of these circles. The territory can be certain area, like Europe ore Australia, where the root reggressions have happened - or even parallel reality, some else universe or star fellow life that isn't familiar option for many people. The Habit of the territory might lead the seeker to observe the Habits that have been threatened in the certain area; why some sentences have been given or why one has been killed as martyr for. The Aeon of the Territory is location in time levels; when some issues have happened and why they have come back to haunt right now. The Honor Field represents the Spider elements; therefore the wrong doings might be found from the settings of being trapped, feeling of worthless in any other way than as a life giver or feeling poisoned and jammed, feeling helpless to defending oneself. This field also carries the purification of the social network; one should find the honor from one's roots, collect honorable and honoring network, find honorable way to work and the basics of ones' ethics.
Next field is the Field of the Pride, which holds creative energy. One must find out, how to use the energy. Is it possibly sexual levels, is it crafting, is it art, healing, what ever. One must be proud of what one is doing, and no dishonoring issues should be noticed. The circle is in the chakras 2-5-8-11, all of these corners stand for different levels of creation. Creation stands for "Habits", ie "ways of the work" and searching karmic issues there are under surveillance the Habit of the Habit, the Aeon of the Habit and the Location of the Habit. One can be severly challenged of the ways one is doing ones' lightwork, and sometimes the question comes from the Heavens; are you sure you have to do the same things in the same ways you have always done, could one move on and change the way to create? Then there is the Aeon that brings the Habit under surveillance; what level of time needs purification, when there has been times of devastation and destruction, abuse of the creative energies instead of true creation. Last circle reveals, how important it is to choose the location and territory, surroundings in electorinc communication levels, dream levels and human network, that one is safe from any kind of harrassments. The location of the Habit might also give a hint, if one has misused other peoples' sources, stolen their creative energies or otherways made the source or their habits unusable. This field holds mostly snake energies; varies also with destructive werewolf energies. Snake level can also reflect as zombie-maker, as snakes can both strangle and poison their victims.
The last field is the Strength-Power -field and it runs in the chakras 3-6-9-12. These energies come from the "air levels" and one mostly returns to the point of beginning. One faces the actual same challenges that in the beginning; honor is questioned from the different basics. Does one have courage to stand behind ones' honorable new way of life and new ways to handle the eneriges? Fear needs to be rooted out from every angle. Fears arise from the past lives in many occasions; therefore deep searching of the Aeon section comes to terms. Revelation of the roots of the fears can be observed in past lives point of view or in present way, if one doesn't count the past lives. Everything is visible anyway in this life. The Habits of the Aeon come to terms when one needs to dive deeply in the levels and roots of "why I'm doing this anyway and so what if I'm doing, what's going to happen about it?" The Location of the Aeon is also an important section; what time(s) is/are under surveillance in this life and what's been doing wrong during those times? Locating the root of the evil to certain time level is often a cause of relief for many, because certain time in history is often a haunting obsession for some people. Many suffer "time jumps" if these aeon issues aren't under control, because the callings from the subconcsious levels forces one to be connected these Aeons. The Time of the Aeon is one of the challenging issues of all. Everything is present in the NOW-moment and everything can be affected through that; any kind of purifications, feelings, destiny and dreams can be called that way. When people are kept away from this "presence" possibility by subconcsious levels, people don't have control over themselves. Especially creative people, visionists, can mix up the things they see in this "now" -situation. It can be abused, when one isn't able to control ones' fears and sees everything through shadows, causing mixups in this reality and forgetting, how long time some issues take to manifest. For example my grandfather saw new market area in his vision and instantly saw it's effect to his business - and in order to control the situation, closed almost all of his business instantly. That reaction had devastating side effects for the whole family, from older to younger ones. Maybe that was one of the mysteries for me to release; granpa was visionist and had a time jump; not dementia. Also this kind of time jumps happened, when I was accused of "need of stealing landscape", that came from the medievals, around viking times in celtic culture. Then there has been accusations of mass murders, rapes - and roots of them as far as Egyptian time. There has been "bad priest" accusations, that have their roots in American continent. These energies are like "energy sucking bats", reflecting also as vampires and skinners, even werewolves.
One can't even understand how many issues might be under surveillance at the same time, so it's important to investigate them rationally from level to another and also considering what's the phase in the path to the wizard's way. SOme people never want to go further than the Honor field and healing, some people stop at the Creation-Pride level and in witchcraft. Those who naturally alread are wizards, need to observe all the levels in order to have some kind of control over their visions and these time jumpings they have. One should remember that shadows are already on their way to the light, they cannot and shouldn't be called back from there and that we all are under protection of the lightworkers; as Angels and Starfellows. Creating more loving amosphere to this planet begins from one releasing every single victim- and guilt level in their personal Hell-picture, and by creating a vision of 100% paradise affect and what are those small issues, that could make the world a better place. Good luck for the research; one is shown only the things one right now needs and the issues that there are to be observed. Moving on means, that the past issues need to be released. Moving forward isn't possible, if for example is hard to release former levels. I see this a s a videogame; no points or money collected, but revealing the light body, collecting the lights and forming the "True Soul Level Self" visible for others, as loveable as it is in the eyes of the God. The Inner Fire can't be shut down; it always shines through, and that's the sparkle of God that is in us everybody, making us all Gods. So, godspeed. If any further instructions needed, contact me.
The path goes from clearing at first the Honor field; chakras 1-4-7-10 give corners for hte three elements that need purification; the Territory. People have so called "lizard level functions" in the brain, that check automatically safety all the time, in the very similar way that crocodile watches out its territory on the river bench. Sensors are awake and alert; is there hunger, are the babies safe, is there challengers o other threats around. In karmic levels aspects one can view three different things; The Aeon, The Habit and the Location of the Territory, that have needed some defending. In the karmic levels one can define if the issues in this life have connection one or more of these circles. The territory can be certain area, like Europe ore Australia, where the root reggressions have happened - or even parallel reality, some else universe or star fellow life that isn't familiar option for many people. The Habit of the territory might lead the seeker to observe the Habits that have been threatened in the certain area; why some sentences have been given or why one has been killed as martyr for. The Aeon of the Territory is location in time levels; when some issues have happened and why they have come back to haunt right now. The Honor Field represents the Spider elements; therefore the wrong doings might be found from the settings of being trapped, feeling of worthless in any other way than as a life giver or feeling poisoned and jammed, feeling helpless to defending oneself. This field also carries the purification of the social network; one should find the honor from one's roots, collect honorable and honoring network, find honorable way to work and the basics of ones' ethics.
Next field is the Field of the Pride, which holds creative energy. One must find out, how to use the energy. Is it possibly sexual levels, is it crafting, is it art, healing, what ever. One must be proud of what one is doing, and no dishonoring issues should be noticed. The circle is in the chakras 2-5-8-11, all of these corners stand for different levels of creation. Creation stands for "Habits", ie "ways of the work" and searching karmic issues there are under surveillance the Habit of the Habit, the Aeon of the Habit and the Location of the Habit. One can be severly challenged of the ways one is doing ones' lightwork, and sometimes the question comes from the Heavens; are you sure you have to do the same things in the same ways you have always done, could one move on and change the way to create? Then there is the Aeon that brings the Habit under surveillance; what level of time needs purification, when there has been times of devastation and destruction, abuse of the creative energies instead of true creation. Last circle reveals, how important it is to choose the location and territory, surroundings in electorinc communication levels, dream levels and human network, that one is safe from any kind of harrassments. The location of the Habit might also give a hint, if one has misused other peoples' sources, stolen their creative energies or otherways made the source or their habits unusable. This field holds mostly snake energies; varies also with destructive werewolf energies. Snake level can also reflect as zombie-maker, as snakes can both strangle and poison their victims.
The last field is the Strength-Power -field and it runs in the chakras 3-6-9-12. These energies come from the "air levels" and one mostly returns to the point of beginning. One faces the actual same challenges that in the beginning; honor is questioned from the different basics. Does one have courage to stand behind ones' honorable new way of life and new ways to handle the eneriges? Fear needs to be rooted out from every angle. Fears arise from the past lives in many occasions; therefore deep searching of the Aeon section comes to terms. Revelation of the roots of the fears can be observed in past lives point of view or in present way, if one doesn't count the past lives. Everything is visible anyway in this life. The Habits of the Aeon come to terms when one needs to dive deeply in the levels and roots of "why I'm doing this anyway and so what if I'm doing, what's going to happen about it?" The Location of the Aeon is also an important section; what time(s) is/are under surveillance in this life and what's been doing wrong during those times? Locating the root of the evil to certain time level is often a cause of relief for many, because certain time in history is often a haunting obsession for some people. Many suffer "time jumps" if these aeon issues aren't under control, because the callings from the subconcsious levels forces one to be connected these Aeons. The Time of the Aeon is one of the challenging issues of all. Everything is present in the NOW-moment and everything can be affected through that; any kind of purifications, feelings, destiny and dreams can be called that way. When people are kept away from this "presence" possibility by subconcsious levels, people don't have control over themselves. Especially creative people, visionists, can mix up the things they see in this "now" -situation. It can be abused, when one isn't able to control ones' fears and sees everything through shadows, causing mixups in this reality and forgetting, how long time some issues take to manifest. For example my grandfather saw new market area in his vision and instantly saw it's effect to his business - and in order to control the situation, closed almost all of his business instantly. That reaction had devastating side effects for the whole family, from older to younger ones. Maybe that was one of the mysteries for me to release; granpa was visionist and had a time jump; not dementia. Also this kind of time jumps happened, when I was accused of "need of stealing landscape", that came from the medievals, around viking times in celtic culture. Then there has been accusations of mass murders, rapes - and roots of them as far as Egyptian time. There has been "bad priest" accusations, that have their roots in American continent. These energies are like "energy sucking bats", reflecting also as vampires and skinners, even werewolves.
One can't even understand how many issues might be under surveillance at the same time, so it's important to investigate them rationally from level to another and also considering what's the phase in the path to the wizard's way. SOme people never want to go further than the Honor field and healing, some people stop at the Creation-Pride level and in witchcraft. Those who naturally alread are wizards, need to observe all the levels in order to have some kind of control over their visions and these time jumpings they have. One should remember that shadows are already on their way to the light, they cannot and shouldn't be called back from there and that we all are under protection of the lightworkers; as Angels and Starfellows. Creating more loving amosphere to this planet begins from one releasing every single victim- and guilt level in their personal Hell-picture, and by creating a vision of 100% paradise affect and what are those small issues, that could make the world a better place. Good luck for the research; one is shown only the things one right now needs and the issues that there are to be observed. Moving on means, that the past issues need to be released. Moving forward isn't possible, if for example is hard to release former levels. I see this a s a videogame; no points or money collected, but revealing the light body, collecting the lights and forming the "True Soul Level Self" visible for others, as loveable as it is in the eyes of the God. The Inner Fire can't be shut down; it always shines through, and that's the sparkle of God that is in us everybody, making us all Gods. So, godspeed. If any further instructions needed, contact me.
keskiviikko 26. marraskuuta 2014
The abuse of the Victim energy
There are three types of victim roles and using tem as a tool gives the role player a somewhat power.
Of course there are roles and certain lessons in everybody's life, where people are forced to obey certain roles an rules of social functions. These are for example childhood, when one's will is under parent's command. Child cannot decide certain issues over the parent's authority. Yet another issues in the spiritual path are for example "what's important for you" -lessons and "do you dare to stand behind your belief" -lessons. Nothing wrong with that. Often the hardest part of life and especially in the spiritual path is, when the continuous victim-issue comes back, in form or another.
In karmic settings people need to face the wrong doings, also for themselves. Where ever there has been badass, there has been victim too. One badass could have done severe damage; yet the call comes from lifetime to another to twist the roles; change the gameboard and play it different. Of course in the ideal settings the badass could think WHY should one do it all over again and could it be left undone. Not always this is possible - and therefore there are the lessons.
The role of a Martyr is familiar for most of us. Not just Jesus has suffered for HIS ideas; after Him quite many followed his way. And it wasn't anything new; wars and battles of the landscape forced many people to loose their faith and their religion to be doomed to be "the Dark One". Sadly enough, for example in the America, both sides victimized themselves very effectively. Thinking that totally weird foreigners from the Europe went to America for "New Beginning"; it was only right that the Bad Indians got what they deserved? Just kidding, of course they protected their laws and lifestyle, the nature that gave them everything for food. Poor pale Europeans, when they and the Good Religion, and Jesus Himself, were teased by naughty and wild Indians. Which one were true victims? At some point, no one could tell. Fighting over religious themes is a matter of passion for some, matter of lifestyle for many and a matter of ruling power for certain amount of people. Who has the "Right Knowledge", whose Truth is the only one? Christians were haunted badly during the early age of Christianity. People waited and expected The Kingdom of Heavens to come down on Earth; in order to see that happen people should have stopped normal life, left behind everything that could have made Heaven a Filthy place. Like having sex, getting married, eating meat. Jesus Himself was lifted up as the "most suffering" image, and the only purpose for some people, became understanding the misery He went through. And nothing in human life wasn't to be handled and beared, because He had suffered more and no suffering could beat it. Loosing His life was the great gift of course, but seeing only the victim and the death as highest form of service, got many people lost. Renewal, the uplifting from the grave as much as He could be touched and discussed with, hasn't been so important. Even though the ability and understanding of "life goes on in form or another" -lesson should be the bigger subject. How to move on in life, how to leave behind those who push ou to your limits, how to create in order your life to become better - that's the question. Many martyr fear of their beliefs and manners to be questioned in any way. Many of them are afraid of publicity, because the fear of former kind of torture or punishments are still strongly outlived. For these kind of people it's hard to function with a team of many truths, because the risk of being punished is quite high.
The role of a Slave is another nightmare. Before the contraceptives were organized and used as handful way to control life, many mothers seemed to be enslaved to homework. Giving numerous births, being vulnerable under the threat of infections and babies dying for reason or another, especially women have had hard time. Sexual slavery has become as a side effect. Before the woman had a trade value, she seemed to have only a little value in some cultures. The grave foundings give us hint that there has been time, when maternal line has been superior. During that time male might have suffered as well the role of slaves; leads me to thinking, that situation now is only a reflection, revenge of the rejection from the historic levels that no one could tell. Slavery was a fate for loosing battles, being dishonored and of course; made to be "inhuman" and to be treated the most vicious ways. The one who had the power, held the whip. Life of a slave was hard work; no hopes of getting free or treated nice. Rapes were everyday life for everybody. Mothers couldn't always hold their children close, and natural human rights were of course questioned hard. Slave wasn't a human. And isn't today. Human traders tend to kidnap kids and trap adults to human sales and sex-slavery in many countries; victims are traded to foreign country where they cannot survive and don't have any control over their life. It is said that the Chrisitanity is the religion and comfort of the Slaves; and some use it by structure in a way, that it is only right if there ARE slaves - and therefore nothing can be done, "it's just the ways of the world". Even today many people tend to carry slavery energies, if they're ill-treated in marriage or in the area of work. Those who are free to choose, but insist on carrying these enslaving roles and energies, are often connected also to the martyrdom. The pleasure people get by "judging the wrong doer" and getting glory of "honorable carrying of the robe", is understandable. "Poor you" say those who feel compassion and pity, and the smile on the face of the so called slave is flashing, but visible sign of the recognition. They could change the spouse and they could find a better job - but it brings pleasure of pampering to be mis-treated.
I've met a lot of people, who get so hard victim-reggressions of me, that they loose the control of their reactions. It's again called reggression, for I haven't killed, enslaved, raped or pimped anybody in this life. People who remember -without clear recognition of the reggression- are feeling uncomfortable, tend to attack or become passive-aggressive. They can't get over with their fear and are forced to "build a scene" so that they could get me out of their sight or get away themselves. Usually I tend to shift a place, for it's easier that way, I need to move on anyway. Even those who understand the nature of reggressions, can't always handle their vivid imagination and even in a visible daylight I'm seen as a soldier or other executor. Accusations of karmic rapes can rise even in forms of fear of me being lesbian. Took me a long time to understand that the poor victims were discussing with shadows, not with me. They saw me through my karmic history, not as me. They saw me as a reflection - and nothing could be done - except wiping out the shadows. Naming and sending them to the Light was the only way. Meeting new people is always a bit of weird at first, but nowadays it's smoother.
Recognizing the feeling of being threatened somehow is hard. Many of those who attack are fighting for something. Everybody's defending them or their rigths, and severe feeling of threat without a clear reason for it, is a reggressive reaction. It should be handled like that, as a symptom of something deeper. Those who are playing victim roles, usually defend either time, habits or a territory. Finding out the issue and connecting it with the accusation gives often the setting, when, how and over what the mistratment has happened. People do have contractions of the souls over these rroles, but if something went "off the manuscript", it will be remembered. Once I took care of a lady, who found out how she had death penalty - but for wrong issue. Had it been the one in "witchcraft" as she had in that life dealt with, it might have been alright. Instead, she was sentenced to death of a trechery and the sentence contained cruelty both in emotional and physical levels; she couldn't forget it until it was taken care of, revealed and handled in this life understanding. I think it's always important to handle the question; who's the victim in the scene and why? All of those built scenes might have been easier to understand and handle before, if I could have understood, that they truly fear me, and why. I hope that my investigations lead people to think is it wise to carry the fear around and feed it, because for every fear there is a beast behind the corner, just waiting to attack. If the victim can handle the reggression, throw away the other end of the pulling rope, maybe the beast could let loose too. At least victim helps oneself a great deal, for every forgiven and forgotten wrong doing is more energy to oneself and away from the beast. If you are in need of further instructions, contact me.
Of course there are roles and certain lessons in everybody's life, where people are forced to obey certain roles an rules of social functions. These are for example childhood, when one's will is under parent's command. Child cannot decide certain issues over the parent's authority. Yet another issues in the spiritual path are for example "what's important for you" -lessons and "do you dare to stand behind your belief" -lessons. Nothing wrong with that. Often the hardest part of life and especially in the spiritual path is, when the continuous victim-issue comes back, in form or another.
In karmic settings people need to face the wrong doings, also for themselves. Where ever there has been badass, there has been victim too. One badass could have done severe damage; yet the call comes from lifetime to another to twist the roles; change the gameboard and play it different. Of course in the ideal settings the badass could think WHY should one do it all over again and could it be left undone. Not always this is possible - and therefore there are the lessons.
The role of a Martyr is familiar for most of us. Not just Jesus has suffered for HIS ideas; after Him quite many followed his way. And it wasn't anything new; wars and battles of the landscape forced many people to loose their faith and their religion to be doomed to be "the Dark One". Sadly enough, for example in the America, both sides victimized themselves very effectively. Thinking that totally weird foreigners from the Europe went to America for "New Beginning"; it was only right that the Bad Indians got what they deserved? Just kidding, of course they protected their laws and lifestyle, the nature that gave them everything for food. Poor pale Europeans, when they and the Good Religion, and Jesus Himself, were teased by naughty and wild Indians. Which one were true victims? At some point, no one could tell. Fighting over religious themes is a matter of passion for some, matter of lifestyle for many and a matter of ruling power for certain amount of people. Who has the "Right Knowledge", whose Truth is the only one? Christians were haunted badly during the early age of Christianity. People waited and expected The Kingdom of Heavens to come down on Earth; in order to see that happen people should have stopped normal life, left behind everything that could have made Heaven a Filthy place. Like having sex, getting married, eating meat. Jesus Himself was lifted up as the "most suffering" image, and the only purpose for some people, became understanding the misery He went through. And nothing in human life wasn't to be handled and beared, because He had suffered more and no suffering could beat it. Loosing His life was the great gift of course, but seeing only the victim and the death as highest form of service, got many people lost. Renewal, the uplifting from the grave as much as He could be touched and discussed with, hasn't been so important. Even though the ability and understanding of "life goes on in form or another" -lesson should be the bigger subject. How to move on in life, how to leave behind those who push ou to your limits, how to create in order your life to become better - that's the question. Many martyr fear of their beliefs and manners to be questioned in any way. Many of them are afraid of publicity, because the fear of former kind of torture or punishments are still strongly outlived. For these kind of people it's hard to function with a team of many truths, because the risk of being punished is quite high.
The role of a Slave is another nightmare. Before the contraceptives were organized and used as handful way to control life, many mothers seemed to be enslaved to homework. Giving numerous births, being vulnerable under the threat of infections and babies dying for reason or another, especially women have had hard time. Sexual slavery has become as a side effect. Before the woman had a trade value, she seemed to have only a little value in some cultures. The grave foundings give us hint that there has been time, when maternal line has been superior. During that time male might have suffered as well the role of slaves; leads me to thinking, that situation now is only a reflection, revenge of the rejection from the historic levels that no one could tell. Slavery was a fate for loosing battles, being dishonored and of course; made to be "inhuman" and to be treated the most vicious ways. The one who had the power, held the whip. Life of a slave was hard work; no hopes of getting free or treated nice. Rapes were everyday life for everybody. Mothers couldn't always hold their children close, and natural human rights were of course questioned hard. Slave wasn't a human. And isn't today. Human traders tend to kidnap kids and trap adults to human sales and sex-slavery in many countries; victims are traded to foreign country where they cannot survive and don't have any control over their life. It is said that the Chrisitanity is the religion and comfort of the Slaves; and some use it by structure in a way, that it is only right if there ARE slaves - and therefore nothing can be done, "it's just the ways of the world". Even today many people tend to carry slavery energies, if they're ill-treated in marriage or in the area of work. Those who are free to choose, but insist on carrying these enslaving roles and energies, are often connected also to the martyrdom. The pleasure people get by "judging the wrong doer" and getting glory of "honorable carrying of the robe", is understandable. "Poor you" say those who feel compassion and pity, and the smile on the face of the so called slave is flashing, but visible sign of the recognition. They could change the spouse and they could find a better job - but it brings pleasure of pampering to be mis-treated.
I've met a lot of people, who get so hard victim-reggressions of me, that they loose the control of their reactions. It's again called reggression, for I haven't killed, enslaved, raped or pimped anybody in this life. People who remember -without clear recognition of the reggression- are feeling uncomfortable, tend to attack or become passive-aggressive. They can't get over with their fear and are forced to "build a scene" so that they could get me out of their sight or get away themselves. Usually I tend to shift a place, for it's easier that way, I need to move on anyway. Even those who understand the nature of reggressions, can't always handle their vivid imagination and even in a visible daylight I'm seen as a soldier or other executor. Accusations of karmic rapes can rise even in forms of fear of me being lesbian. Took me a long time to understand that the poor victims were discussing with shadows, not with me. They saw me through my karmic history, not as me. They saw me as a reflection - and nothing could be done - except wiping out the shadows. Naming and sending them to the Light was the only way. Meeting new people is always a bit of weird at first, but nowadays it's smoother.
Recognizing the feeling of being threatened somehow is hard. Many of those who attack are fighting for something. Everybody's defending them or their rigths, and severe feeling of threat without a clear reason for it, is a reggressive reaction. It should be handled like that, as a symptom of something deeper. Those who are playing victim roles, usually defend either time, habits or a territory. Finding out the issue and connecting it with the accusation gives often the setting, when, how and over what the mistratment has happened. People do have contractions of the souls over these rroles, but if something went "off the manuscript", it will be remembered. Once I took care of a lady, who found out how she had death penalty - but for wrong issue. Had it been the one in "witchcraft" as she had in that life dealt with, it might have been alright. Instead, she was sentenced to death of a trechery and the sentence contained cruelty both in emotional and physical levels; she couldn't forget it until it was taken care of, revealed and handled in this life understanding. I think it's always important to handle the question; who's the victim in the scene and why? All of those built scenes might have been easier to understand and handle before, if I could have understood, that they truly fear me, and why. I hope that my investigations lead people to think is it wise to carry the fear around and feed it, because for every fear there is a beast behind the corner, just waiting to attack. If the victim can handle the reggression, throw away the other end of the pulling rope, maybe the beast could let loose too. At least victim helps oneself a great deal, for every forgiven and forgotten wrong doing is more energy to oneself and away from the beast. If you are in need of further instructions, contact me.
maanantai 24. marraskuuta 2014
Root experiences
Wipeout in karmic revelations is often hard work. At first one gets single or couple reggressions at a time. Wipeout changes the energetic structure that people resonate with each other. Many people are so fragile, that larger wipeouts only make people tired, exhausted and it's impossible to move a finger to do what should be done, considered necessary. Changes in energetic levels resonates changes also in the body, that seems to be ignorant of the minor cleansing processes, but sometimes reacts very hard. Pneumonias, diaorrheas, fevers etc are often recorded after changes; because the infection is reaction for the cleanising process in the body.
One big issue is defining the "root of the evil". Karma is like a forest, lifetime is like a tree. There is foliage of leaves in the tree, presenting the karmic issues that should be handled. One can face karmic reggression one by one, like ripping leaf after another. Or there might be an "autumn storm" that takes all leaves away all of a sudden. Tree stays there, and so do the roots, and new presentations of the karmic misfits grow, even if the former are handled.
Naming the root is sometimes easy, if the vision and the approach are clear. Nightmares, haunting vivid flashbacks, anything could do. Sometimes it takes longer, to find a word deep enough to describe a bigger picture of the setting of crimes that were once or many times done.
Giving example from my own life; there are many levels of being vicious; lifes as soldier or executioner. Many levels of being thief; as a taxman, as a robber, as a duke, as a small kid. Many levels of being hooker, or another kind of a bad woman, and of course various theme of rotten priesthood. One word nailed it all to one experience it's almost too hard to see in front of my eyes; skinning. This one word gives a hint how bad my victims have felt when I reached them. The crime in itself give more hints of my wrong doings and the ultimate accusation behind it all. It describes well all of my misfits once and for all.
As shadow energy this certain word describes well the stealing of energy; flashing something different than the original is, partly just to fool out people and partly to experience different energies. This lesson only brings bad luck; one is doomed to handle the "stolen energy" issues instead of own matters, and therefore the lesson never comes complete. One looses own lessons totally! The camouflage calls by aura-messages only those, who reckon the camouflage. Not the originals. This stops the thief's process. Another point is just the torturing fun. Another part is; by skinning the other, new skin doesn't emerge, but the scars. One looses the ability to create, because the scars don't grow renewable, healthy skin like earlier. If this kind of skinning has been done in a position of a spiritual leader in a meaning by ripping the life, faith and hope from another; then it's hard to face in later lives; passing and pathing in spiritual growth is very scary.
Rejections and blaming follow one, and there seems to be no clue what kind of collection of rippers and trappers there are following one. This root especially was in a vicious life's action of taking few girls that were taken to separate towns and sold again and again to men for rapings "as pure" and maiden girls. I am not happy about this action; yet I have to remember it for some reason served then; now it doesn't anymore. I shouldn't use anyone like that as my source; on the other hand sell them like herd and the handling them as lower human beings and ripping them their deepest hope of "survival in afterlife" by telling how worthless their native religion was. I can imagine this; past life me telling over and over again how rotten they were in a first place as being females, ripping their basis as human, making the "dishumans", lower than animals. This same in many forms has happened in every war and every boot camp, no matter if the victims were kids, male or female. That is one reason why people should start living a dream without a war, where they can be prevented and this kind of actions against childhood and adulthood could be prevented, too.
Sexuality is one of the deepest creative powers and this kind of damage done is one of the reasons, why Earth is so "filthy" - because they tend to think that creation is filthy or that it's filthy if people master it. Somehow the sensuality has been linked to it's puriest forms, if it's not "willing" or "active", if it's child-like and innocent. Is it truly wise that children create children? Shouldn't giving a birth and parenting of the results, be the matter for grown ups, responsible and stable, well aware of the results of their actions? Same logic can be used to any other kind of creation too. People should honor sensuality and emotional communication with each other, hear and to be heard, to share and to receive. This reggression-described evil and enslaving kind of "herd market" of human beings is against the law of the Creation, even though 10 commandments don't say a word about rapes or selling others as slaves. New 10 laws of respectful and loving laws of the Creation are there to be revealed. These kind of reggressions can be healed from both sides; when ever one lets loose the rape-rope that there is, and forgives - the sooner there is easier life ahead for everybody, who share the reggression-field. After one throwing away the rope, many others empower doing the same. Suddenly the rippers don't get the victim's energy anymore. Forgiving is very huge power.
Meeting shadows from eye to an eye is hardest part in the spiritual path. In this life everything should be done very different way; just to cut the unpleasant chord and to clean out the forest. One naming of a severe root experience might cut several trees all of a sudden. Superficial "ghost hunting" can be reckoned from the aura in a way, that only harder exams are there to wait, if one tries to fool out the Fate. One is there only to answer the charges to the Higher Self. Forgiving oneself the misfits is important, and also it is important to forgive the others who wait these lessons, for their fear of the lesson calls it to happen.
People say it's hard to forgive, or impossible, when something like this has been done. My experience after working around these issues is, that people can and could forgive, if the lesson has lost it's appeal. Finding out what this lesson has thaught, what was the root experiences point and why it has continued, is the biggest part. When the soul level is heard and asked forgiveness, then purification can begin. There are tools to cut the chords, emotional and physical, between energy skinners and the victims. When the soul heals, then the body will heal too, under soul level's functioning orders. Sometimes, even if the chords are cut, the body needs to flash experienced evils, and healing totally can't be promised. Even though total healing isn't under question, people can reach and search peace to their heart, and average everyday life without fear and exceptions of the torture. The tools are as simple as burning symbols and healing with stones. If any knd of help needed, contact me.
One big issue is defining the "root of the evil". Karma is like a forest, lifetime is like a tree. There is foliage of leaves in the tree, presenting the karmic issues that should be handled. One can face karmic reggression one by one, like ripping leaf after another. Or there might be an "autumn storm" that takes all leaves away all of a sudden. Tree stays there, and so do the roots, and new presentations of the karmic misfits grow, even if the former are handled.
Naming the root is sometimes easy, if the vision and the approach are clear. Nightmares, haunting vivid flashbacks, anything could do. Sometimes it takes longer, to find a word deep enough to describe a bigger picture of the setting of crimes that were once or many times done.
Giving example from my own life; there are many levels of being vicious; lifes as soldier or executioner. Many levels of being thief; as a taxman, as a robber, as a duke, as a small kid. Many levels of being hooker, or another kind of a bad woman, and of course various theme of rotten priesthood. One word nailed it all to one experience it's almost too hard to see in front of my eyes; skinning. This one word gives a hint how bad my victims have felt when I reached them. The crime in itself give more hints of my wrong doings and the ultimate accusation behind it all. It describes well all of my misfits once and for all.
As shadow energy this certain word describes well the stealing of energy; flashing something different than the original is, partly just to fool out people and partly to experience different energies. This lesson only brings bad luck; one is doomed to handle the "stolen energy" issues instead of own matters, and therefore the lesson never comes complete. One looses own lessons totally! The camouflage calls by aura-messages only those, who reckon the camouflage. Not the originals. This stops the thief's process. Another point is just the torturing fun. Another part is; by skinning the other, new skin doesn't emerge, but the scars. One looses the ability to create, because the scars don't grow renewable, healthy skin like earlier. If this kind of skinning has been done in a position of a spiritual leader in a meaning by ripping the life, faith and hope from another; then it's hard to face in later lives; passing and pathing in spiritual growth is very scary.
Rejections and blaming follow one, and there seems to be no clue what kind of collection of rippers and trappers there are following one. This root especially was in a vicious life's action of taking few girls that were taken to separate towns and sold again and again to men for rapings "as pure" and maiden girls. I am not happy about this action; yet I have to remember it for some reason served then; now it doesn't anymore. I shouldn't use anyone like that as my source; on the other hand sell them like herd and the handling them as lower human beings and ripping them their deepest hope of "survival in afterlife" by telling how worthless their native religion was. I can imagine this; past life me telling over and over again how rotten they were in a first place as being females, ripping their basis as human, making the "dishumans", lower than animals. This same in many forms has happened in every war and every boot camp, no matter if the victims were kids, male or female. That is one reason why people should start living a dream without a war, where they can be prevented and this kind of actions against childhood and adulthood could be prevented, too.
Sexuality is one of the deepest creative powers and this kind of damage done is one of the reasons, why Earth is so "filthy" - because they tend to think that creation is filthy or that it's filthy if people master it. Somehow the sensuality has been linked to it's puriest forms, if it's not "willing" or "active", if it's child-like and innocent. Is it truly wise that children create children? Shouldn't giving a birth and parenting of the results, be the matter for grown ups, responsible and stable, well aware of the results of their actions? Same logic can be used to any other kind of creation too. People should honor sensuality and emotional communication with each other, hear and to be heard, to share and to receive. This reggression-described evil and enslaving kind of "herd market" of human beings is against the law of the Creation, even though 10 commandments don't say a word about rapes or selling others as slaves. New 10 laws of respectful and loving laws of the Creation are there to be revealed. These kind of reggressions can be healed from both sides; when ever one lets loose the rape-rope that there is, and forgives - the sooner there is easier life ahead for everybody, who share the reggression-field. After one throwing away the rope, many others empower doing the same. Suddenly the rippers don't get the victim's energy anymore. Forgiving is very huge power.
Meeting shadows from eye to an eye is hardest part in the spiritual path. In this life everything should be done very different way; just to cut the unpleasant chord and to clean out the forest. One naming of a severe root experience might cut several trees all of a sudden. Superficial "ghost hunting" can be reckoned from the aura in a way, that only harder exams are there to wait, if one tries to fool out the Fate. One is there only to answer the charges to the Higher Self. Forgiving oneself the misfits is important, and also it is important to forgive the others who wait these lessons, for their fear of the lesson calls it to happen.
People say it's hard to forgive, or impossible, when something like this has been done. My experience after working around these issues is, that people can and could forgive, if the lesson has lost it's appeal. Finding out what this lesson has thaught, what was the root experiences point and why it has continued, is the biggest part. When the soul level is heard and asked forgiveness, then purification can begin. There are tools to cut the chords, emotional and physical, between energy skinners and the victims. When the soul heals, then the body will heal too, under soul level's functioning orders. Sometimes, even if the chords are cut, the body needs to flash experienced evils, and healing totally can't be promised. Even though total healing isn't under question, people can reach and search peace to their heart, and average everyday life without fear and exceptions of the torture. The tools are as simple as burning symbols and healing with stones. If any knd of help needed, contact me.
torstai 20. marraskuuta 2014
The Trapper energy abuse
Earlier I wrote about life energy sucking Ripper energies, that tend to suck the life force away from the others. There is also another setting of energy misuse and this one arises from the deep levels of the Women's Time, and these hold many passive ways to trap the source. This is more of the insect life inspired setting, as Rippers are like reptiles. There are three ways that the Trappers act, and three levels as they affect.
First one is the net. Female shaman lives have been this source of evil; the prey is jammed to the net that has been carefully set. The location is important; the net itself must be set into a place, where it's not harrassed but where there is lots of prey. There might be total "network", where the prey is catched. The worst vision I've been given is a Bee House, where the honeycombs are all knitted to traps; bees don't even never fly, when the trapper gets to act. Seems like this is the shadow of ill-mannered child-workers, for example jailhouses, fosterhomes and schools, where there are lots of children, unprotected from the adults' attacks. Time setting in this is the waiting, when the trapped is tangled and is struggling to get rid of the net. The waiting is the issue; can the spider wait or not, and how horrifying is waiting the deadly kill, is the torture part of fun?
Second are the poisonous wizards. The three levels are insecting, biting the poison to the prey. It's either in the open scene or in a place where they could least expect; under the tree, hiding the sun. Time effect in here is of course the waiting the poisonous affection, so that the prey either dies or paralyzes to be used. Wizard level raises these past issues to be observed, because it's essential to realize all that is stored in the Aura. Everybody else are working with the past lives' shadows, and the fear of it happening again are the triggers that cause paralyzing in this life too. Paralyzing processes can continue from lifetime to another and build serious psychological traumas. Fear from parent towards a child carrying wizard energies might cause an urge to build a block for child, if parent's subconcsious levels recognize the memories before child can be aware of the power one carries.
Third is the witch-level, when the female eats the male after insemination. The way is to attract the male, the place setting is having the male close enough after coitus and then, timing right after pleasure, eating the male. Either there is the reason to protect the offsping from the male or get the energy and protein from the male - or protect she-self from the male one. Fear towards women raise from this source and many females' reaction to "raise the masculine away from the boy" arises from this source too; something that mother loves, doesn't want to get any other female eaten, or mother herself doesn't want to eat her son - therefore the masculine side needs to be denied. Castration can happen in many ways, also verbally.
Spiders are one of the horrifying visions in subconcsious levels. Ancient fear of castration might curve as deep down as this. People do have "reptile level" in nervous system, they react by attacking those who threat their territory. That's also mammal reaction, and therefore understandable in some levels. Do the insects work by the "surviving manner", do they have itch to protect anything when they harm others, or are they truly vicious? People react with each other far more "non-concsious" manners, than they realize.
Following for example divorces or badly functioning marriages, victimis can be both males and females. Gender isn't the main focus; the root of the karmic reggression is the actual point, when the "original root experience" has happened, and why or how is it still affecting? Cutting the spiderweb chords is the essential experience of freedom from the karmic levels. These shadows are the lowest and deepest ones, raising from the pre-historic levels.
In the spiral of Time there are several nets one must cut loose before the Ultimate Freedom can be experienced. The social network might be one spiderweb and before the cut loose happens, the inner Honey Comb can't work as Honey Nest. New has to emerge, insemination must happen, also nurturing. The Honey Comb is nurturing nest, eating others isn't. Ethic manners in the energetic levels are truly hard to handle, for many times these insect- or reptile level manners take action in the subconcsious levels or in dream levels, where one has only a little power before the journey has begun. Mikao Usui gave one especially hard rule to follow "Today I work hard to grow honestly as a human being". One level of honesty towards Self is to view karmic level as guilty one but also as a victim. Helplessness of the victim often brings the beasts around, the call comes from the deepest sources of the Soul: "Come and lesson me". Knowing thy fears is the lesson of all power; by the fears one can be controlled. I warmly recommend watching the Trilogy of Lord of the Rings, to observe all fears one might have. Whatever raises issues, handles the karmic level accusations and brings up the shadows that need both observation, but also a releasement to the Light.
First one is the net. Female shaman lives have been this source of evil; the prey is jammed to the net that has been carefully set. The location is important; the net itself must be set into a place, where it's not harrassed but where there is lots of prey. There might be total "network", where the prey is catched. The worst vision I've been given is a Bee House, where the honeycombs are all knitted to traps; bees don't even never fly, when the trapper gets to act. Seems like this is the shadow of ill-mannered child-workers, for example jailhouses, fosterhomes and schools, where there are lots of children, unprotected from the adults' attacks. Time setting in this is the waiting, when the trapped is tangled and is struggling to get rid of the net. The waiting is the issue; can the spider wait or not, and how horrifying is waiting the deadly kill, is the torture part of fun?
Second are the poisonous wizards. The three levels are insecting, biting the poison to the prey. It's either in the open scene or in a place where they could least expect; under the tree, hiding the sun. Time effect in here is of course the waiting the poisonous affection, so that the prey either dies or paralyzes to be used. Wizard level raises these past issues to be observed, because it's essential to realize all that is stored in the Aura. Everybody else are working with the past lives' shadows, and the fear of it happening again are the triggers that cause paralyzing in this life too. Paralyzing processes can continue from lifetime to another and build serious psychological traumas. Fear from parent towards a child carrying wizard energies might cause an urge to build a block for child, if parent's subconcsious levels recognize the memories before child can be aware of the power one carries.
Third is the witch-level, when the female eats the male after insemination. The way is to attract the male, the place setting is having the male close enough after coitus and then, timing right after pleasure, eating the male. Either there is the reason to protect the offsping from the male or get the energy and protein from the male - or protect she-self from the male one. Fear towards women raise from this source and many females' reaction to "raise the masculine away from the boy" arises from this source too; something that mother loves, doesn't want to get any other female eaten, or mother herself doesn't want to eat her son - therefore the masculine side needs to be denied. Castration can happen in many ways, also verbally.
Spiders are one of the horrifying visions in subconcsious levels. Ancient fear of castration might curve as deep down as this. People do have "reptile level" in nervous system, they react by attacking those who threat their territory. That's also mammal reaction, and therefore understandable in some levels. Do the insects work by the "surviving manner", do they have itch to protect anything when they harm others, or are they truly vicious? People react with each other far more "non-concsious" manners, than they realize.
Following for example divorces or badly functioning marriages, victimis can be both males and females. Gender isn't the main focus; the root of the karmic reggression is the actual point, when the "original root experience" has happened, and why or how is it still affecting? Cutting the spiderweb chords is the essential experience of freedom from the karmic levels. These shadows are the lowest and deepest ones, raising from the pre-historic levels.
In the spiral of Time there are several nets one must cut loose before the Ultimate Freedom can be experienced. The social network might be one spiderweb and before the cut loose happens, the inner Honey Comb can't work as Honey Nest. New has to emerge, insemination must happen, also nurturing. The Honey Comb is nurturing nest, eating others isn't. Ethic manners in the energetic levels are truly hard to handle, for many times these insect- or reptile level manners take action in the subconcsious levels or in dream levels, where one has only a little power before the journey has begun. Mikao Usui gave one especially hard rule to follow "Today I work hard to grow honestly as a human being". One level of honesty towards Self is to view karmic level as guilty one but also as a victim. Helplessness of the victim often brings the beasts around, the call comes from the deepest sources of the Soul: "Come and lesson me". Knowing thy fears is the lesson of all power; by the fears one can be controlled. I warmly recommend watching the Trilogy of Lord of the Rings, to observe all fears one might have. Whatever raises issues, handles the karmic level accusations and brings up the shadows that need both observation, but also a releasement to the Light.
tiistai 18. marraskuuta 2014
Child energy abuse
It's been obvious for a couple of weeks that the biggest prevention of Creation in this planet right now is the abuse of the child energy. I take this very personally, since the Bible tells us that Jesus especially wanted kids to be treated well, wanted children to become to Him and warned, that whatever is done to kids, is done to Himself. Therefore; rapes, abuse and energy abuse of the children are all very hard crimes against anything good one might want. There are of course the Souls' contractions, that give a slight "permission" to do what's necessity in soul level studies, but still there is always matter of free will not to do the bad. Why is it so important to create new reality, where children are not abused anymore? It's because the children ARE the creative force and for them we teach everything we value and everything we know, by everything we do. They transmit again the lessons learned in life and again the cycle begins. In order to "cut the mistuned chord" one should cut the chord of doing bad for kids.
Thinking the devastation that has faced Catholic world by the pedophile priest scandals, and even some small groups of Laestadius followers in Finland, I needed to think of it and find the root of an evil; what the Hell do they think about? Not all children fill the appetite of the abusers; especially the crave those children who carry certain "tune" in them; knowing or not knowing it by themselves.
1) Creative block
In order to build a creative block one can devastate a child in a way that creative force spreads and doesn't work effectively. This can be done by parents, teachers or abusers, who constantly tell the child that their OWN creative manners are better, that the child is "never going to become anything" and that the ways of child's creative force appears, are not worthy or that they're even bad ways, bringing the bad to the world. This happens easily, when childs roots and background are questioned.
2) Sucking or stealing of the child energy
Some preachers, teachers and priests of any kind can "chop" the child's process as part of their own and therefore "eat the child" and make the child a "walking zombie". They camouflage as "sincere seekers" and after they've got the trust of a child, do their trick. The connection between the abuser and the child stays open, and energy flows from the child's source to the abuser. Abuser gets new source, seems stronger and holds/flashes child-like innocent energies as camouflage like this in the aura level. This might lead the preacher think that flashing the innocent aura is like "being the child like". Wicked way, anyway.
3) Adopting-adapting the child energy
Another form of sucking and stealing is being "child-friendly" and holding several connections open at the same time, never growing up and being irresponsible of grown up life; staying at Peter Pan levels in order to get advantage of the children's sources instead of using their own sources and refusing to connect with other adults. This is a different thing than using OWN source of tales, stories and child world, inner reality. This is adapting and adopitng others' sources, because one doesn't either know or isn't able to use their own, true sources. These sources might be rotten or denied, helps a great deal when they're wiped out clean and revealed.
4) Destruction of the energy
Some adults can't stand the child energy at all. They feel that children are craving and sucking THEM empty and never giving anything back. These people don't see the worth of children, maybe have been abused themselves and harshly do anything they can to beat and destroy the energy of a child to become invisible or a zombie. These people can think it's their strength that shows it's all mighty when they "shut the kids fuck up". The idea is "shutting down" the Light of the child, destroy the connection to the source and force child either to death or to grown up levels. The child energy might be threat at some point; maybe terrible memories of own childhood, helpless in adults' hands, or feeling other kids as vampires.
5) Disability to use adult energies
Some people can't get anything from other adults; they cannot reach the sympathy or empathy of their own age level or sensual creation with other adults. These people refuse to use creative energies in any other way than in sensual connection with children; art or anything else couldn't just do. This is a social manner that is sometimes transferred, sometimes religious based because of the denial of adult erotic energies as bad and sometimes the abuse at young age leads to thinking "no one else couldn't understand but another abused child" - and so it goes on. Disability to hold the temper is often reggression based; triggers make people return to the age of the abuse, and adult disappears and goes back to a child again themselves. Not a nice way to live, reggressions observed and realized can be cut, but sometimes it's easier to stay in a child role and in a victim state of life. Seeing oneself as a victim one can justify the misfits in their actions "because I can't help it". Adult can help it to prevent one doing so.
6) Purity and neutrality of the child energy
"The kind of the children hold the kingdom of the Heavens". Maybe this has been thought as children's innocence in sexual matters or that they're not expecting anything bad happening - until someone does them bad - and big time. Child doesn't resonate male or female, the energy comes from the source and only during puberty the resonance begins to build up. If strict convent orders are blocking the natural will to creative energy use with another adult, the urge seeks it's way - and goes to the children. It has also crossed my mind that maybe the convent system in itself has formed to serve this kind of abuse of the child energy; those who work from the prophecy levels tend to block their body and children rarely seek sexual contacts because of bodily urges, unless it's guided by adult. Child like seek of new experiences lead them to play with someone at their own age, at their own level, when harm can't be done. Adult seeking child experience level with sensual attraction, thinking that it's not sex with a child, is fooling oneself. Essence of the child is part of their vulnerability and their ability think issues outside of the boxes, they can create because the don't have limits or construcions of "what's possible" and "what's impossible". They can believe their dreams true and create new stories and realities just like that. Who wouldn't need that ability? However it can't be chopped from a child, it must be found from inside, create the new life and start living it. Many parents live their dreams true in their childs' lives suffocating the child's own, inner dreams.
7) Revenge of the past lives
Many times people give a life, in basis of the souls' contractions, to another soul that has harmed one in previous lives. Often there are lots of wrong doings behind the given life and the huge source of parental love could make it all up. Sometimes it just doesn't work out. These vivid flashes and memories might arise and without guidance the -in this life- innocent child causes the parent immense feeling of victim and child begins to feel bad or vicious. Threat in the same nest forces adult to do anything to make it not happen again, and bad cycle means beating up the child or forcing the child away from the nest. Wise parent in this case searches the roots of the evil happenings and forgives the child, who's not aware or in a phase of life of letting go of the past lives. One can search these matters from history of family tree (DNA-based lessons) or from karmic levels. Anything that has been forgiven leads to change of the concsious levels and it's adults' work, not children. Many times children can react to their parents as fearful as they could remember what parents have done to them, even it has no basis in this life. This is also in adults' powers to seek the connections and destroy them before they destroy the child or the adult. Vivid memories force teenagers to challenge their parents and sometimes this leads to violent attacks.
8) Superiority over convent
"One is a picture of God". Often used argument might give feeling, that as a loudspeaker of god-level truths one can do anything and reach the creative levels of God by abusing children. Some people even think that they have justification of their wrong doings from Gods and that the abuse of children's creative energy gives even bigger amount of power to create new world. However, stolen force is no force at all. Using priesthood as a stepstone to sexual connections with convent members should be used very rarely, always with grown up intentions and commitments of matters that are taken care of with the creative sexual force. Children are not able to do these kind of justifications and rarely are teenagers either, let alone vulnerable religious seekers who are not knowing the result of their creative intentions nor ready to use the sexual powers. This kind of sexual energy use is to be handled with huge consideration and never from superior initial settings. Healing in itself and creating in that manner can feel sensual and cause orgasms, but this is a totally different setting than creating intentionally sexual relationships in order to take advantage of others' vulnerable state as convent member, trust in healing relationship or age level. Many times abuse can't be even discussed open, challenged or ended, because parents are afraid of "loosing the Heavens beacuse of questioning the righteousness of the actions". Rape is rape, when ever the sexual act isn't ok with both and the companionship isn't equal.
9) Fooling oneself over sensual creative energy
I mentioned it before, that one can fool oneself by not recognizing the vibes and the tunes they use with kids, intentions or manners that resonate sensual. "I hate children" or "Kid just got what deserved" are straightforward statements of abusers actions, and take full responsibility. Sometimes one doesn't admit that sensuality is in the picture or that the kid needs to hop to bigger boots they can handle by taking more mature role in a relationship towards the adult that should hold the superior position and carry it with responsibility. Many times sexual abuse comes to question, when puberty signs show up, but kid still remains a child. Some loose their appeal, when puberty signs show up; the child energy is lost, gone with the wind. Some tend to use the kid, when spouse denies sexual contact; the role just "hops" to the next generation. Many people think that "educationing" the child to certain manners is part of growing up. Child needs adults to show up the responsible and good ways to grow up, not to be abused in any way. Creative energy foolers are often those, who deny their bodily needs with another adult, when the channeling into spiritual way or art doesn't work out, or suitable adults aren't available. Some think it as an excuse, that "family needs to be fed" when child is pimped around, and some use it as an excuse, that "I'm more happy if I screw my/ some kids, when wife doesn't give me pussy, so whole family gets the benefit".
Creation happens only, when loving and creative energy is floating between the sexual partners. Absorbing the energy from a partner that isn't willing and equal, will push out in other forms; the misfits get back tripled to the badass, either in this or other live forms. No one shouldn't be harmed, especially not children.
There are tools to break these kind of blockings and collect the lights from these occasions; let it be present or past life. "Collecting the lights" is kind of method, where spread lights from the reggressions are collected to the "single light bulb" and that way, soul level is healed. Healing of the soul level helps to heal dissociative manners and symptoms, because the soul doesn't do "time-jumps" all the time. Focus stays in the "now-moment", in present. Ability to stand in the present is one of the basics in creating the future. If help needed in these processes, contact me. Tools are simple for anybody to use. The root of the evil needs to be located and when "soul is heard", healing can happen.
Thinking the devastation that has faced Catholic world by the pedophile priest scandals, and even some small groups of Laestadius followers in Finland, I needed to think of it and find the root of an evil; what the Hell do they think about? Not all children fill the appetite of the abusers; especially the crave those children who carry certain "tune" in them; knowing or not knowing it by themselves.
1) Creative block
In order to build a creative block one can devastate a child in a way that creative force spreads and doesn't work effectively. This can be done by parents, teachers or abusers, who constantly tell the child that their OWN creative manners are better, that the child is "never going to become anything" and that the ways of child's creative force appears, are not worthy or that they're even bad ways, bringing the bad to the world. This happens easily, when childs roots and background are questioned.
2) Sucking or stealing of the child energy
Some preachers, teachers and priests of any kind can "chop" the child's process as part of their own and therefore "eat the child" and make the child a "walking zombie". They camouflage as "sincere seekers" and after they've got the trust of a child, do their trick. The connection between the abuser and the child stays open, and energy flows from the child's source to the abuser. Abuser gets new source, seems stronger and holds/flashes child-like innocent energies as camouflage like this in the aura level. This might lead the preacher think that flashing the innocent aura is like "being the child like". Wicked way, anyway.
3) Adopting-adapting the child energy
Another form of sucking and stealing is being "child-friendly" and holding several connections open at the same time, never growing up and being irresponsible of grown up life; staying at Peter Pan levels in order to get advantage of the children's sources instead of using their own sources and refusing to connect with other adults. This is a different thing than using OWN source of tales, stories and child world, inner reality. This is adapting and adopitng others' sources, because one doesn't either know or isn't able to use their own, true sources. These sources might be rotten or denied, helps a great deal when they're wiped out clean and revealed.
4) Destruction of the energy
Some adults can't stand the child energy at all. They feel that children are craving and sucking THEM empty and never giving anything back. These people don't see the worth of children, maybe have been abused themselves and harshly do anything they can to beat and destroy the energy of a child to become invisible or a zombie. These people can think it's their strength that shows it's all mighty when they "shut the kids fuck up". The idea is "shutting down" the Light of the child, destroy the connection to the source and force child either to death or to grown up levels. The child energy might be threat at some point; maybe terrible memories of own childhood, helpless in adults' hands, or feeling other kids as vampires.
5) Disability to use adult energies
Some people can't get anything from other adults; they cannot reach the sympathy or empathy of their own age level or sensual creation with other adults. These people refuse to use creative energies in any other way than in sensual connection with children; art or anything else couldn't just do. This is a social manner that is sometimes transferred, sometimes religious based because of the denial of adult erotic energies as bad and sometimes the abuse at young age leads to thinking "no one else couldn't understand but another abused child" - and so it goes on. Disability to hold the temper is often reggression based; triggers make people return to the age of the abuse, and adult disappears and goes back to a child again themselves. Not a nice way to live, reggressions observed and realized can be cut, but sometimes it's easier to stay in a child role and in a victim state of life. Seeing oneself as a victim one can justify the misfits in their actions "because I can't help it". Adult can help it to prevent one doing so.
6) Purity and neutrality of the child energy
"The kind of the children hold the kingdom of the Heavens". Maybe this has been thought as children's innocence in sexual matters or that they're not expecting anything bad happening - until someone does them bad - and big time. Child doesn't resonate male or female, the energy comes from the source and only during puberty the resonance begins to build up. If strict convent orders are blocking the natural will to creative energy use with another adult, the urge seeks it's way - and goes to the children. It has also crossed my mind that maybe the convent system in itself has formed to serve this kind of abuse of the child energy; those who work from the prophecy levels tend to block their body and children rarely seek sexual contacts because of bodily urges, unless it's guided by adult. Child like seek of new experiences lead them to play with someone at their own age, at their own level, when harm can't be done. Adult seeking child experience level with sensual attraction, thinking that it's not sex with a child, is fooling oneself. Essence of the child is part of their vulnerability and their ability think issues outside of the boxes, they can create because the don't have limits or construcions of "what's possible" and "what's impossible". They can believe their dreams true and create new stories and realities just like that. Who wouldn't need that ability? However it can't be chopped from a child, it must be found from inside, create the new life and start living it. Many parents live their dreams true in their childs' lives suffocating the child's own, inner dreams.
7) Revenge of the past lives
Many times people give a life, in basis of the souls' contractions, to another soul that has harmed one in previous lives. Often there are lots of wrong doings behind the given life and the huge source of parental love could make it all up. Sometimes it just doesn't work out. These vivid flashes and memories might arise and without guidance the -in this life- innocent child causes the parent immense feeling of victim and child begins to feel bad or vicious. Threat in the same nest forces adult to do anything to make it not happen again, and bad cycle means beating up the child or forcing the child away from the nest. Wise parent in this case searches the roots of the evil happenings and forgives the child, who's not aware or in a phase of life of letting go of the past lives. One can search these matters from history of family tree (DNA-based lessons) or from karmic levels. Anything that has been forgiven leads to change of the concsious levels and it's adults' work, not children. Many times children can react to their parents as fearful as they could remember what parents have done to them, even it has no basis in this life. This is also in adults' powers to seek the connections and destroy them before they destroy the child or the adult. Vivid memories force teenagers to challenge their parents and sometimes this leads to violent attacks.
8) Superiority over convent
"One is a picture of God". Often used argument might give feeling, that as a loudspeaker of god-level truths one can do anything and reach the creative levels of God by abusing children. Some people even think that they have justification of their wrong doings from Gods and that the abuse of children's creative energy gives even bigger amount of power to create new world. However, stolen force is no force at all. Using priesthood as a stepstone to sexual connections with convent members should be used very rarely, always with grown up intentions and commitments of matters that are taken care of with the creative sexual force. Children are not able to do these kind of justifications and rarely are teenagers either, let alone vulnerable religious seekers who are not knowing the result of their creative intentions nor ready to use the sexual powers. This kind of sexual energy use is to be handled with huge consideration and never from superior initial settings. Healing in itself and creating in that manner can feel sensual and cause orgasms, but this is a totally different setting than creating intentionally sexual relationships in order to take advantage of others' vulnerable state as convent member, trust in healing relationship or age level. Many times abuse can't be even discussed open, challenged or ended, because parents are afraid of "loosing the Heavens beacuse of questioning the righteousness of the actions". Rape is rape, when ever the sexual act isn't ok with both and the companionship isn't equal.
9) Fooling oneself over sensual creative energy
I mentioned it before, that one can fool oneself by not recognizing the vibes and the tunes they use with kids, intentions or manners that resonate sensual. "I hate children" or "Kid just got what deserved" are straightforward statements of abusers actions, and take full responsibility. Sometimes one doesn't admit that sensuality is in the picture or that the kid needs to hop to bigger boots they can handle by taking more mature role in a relationship towards the adult that should hold the superior position and carry it with responsibility. Many times sexual abuse comes to question, when puberty signs show up, but kid still remains a child. Some loose their appeal, when puberty signs show up; the child energy is lost, gone with the wind. Some tend to use the kid, when spouse denies sexual contact; the role just "hops" to the next generation. Many people think that "educationing" the child to certain manners is part of growing up. Child needs adults to show up the responsible and good ways to grow up, not to be abused in any way. Creative energy foolers are often those, who deny their bodily needs with another adult, when the channeling into spiritual way or art doesn't work out, or suitable adults aren't available. Some think it as an excuse, that "family needs to be fed" when child is pimped around, and some use it as an excuse, that "I'm more happy if I screw my/ some kids, when wife doesn't give me pussy, so whole family gets the benefit".
Creation happens only, when loving and creative energy is floating between the sexual partners. Absorbing the energy from a partner that isn't willing and equal, will push out in other forms; the misfits get back tripled to the badass, either in this or other live forms. No one shouldn't be harmed, especially not children.
There are tools to break these kind of blockings and collect the lights from these occasions; let it be present or past life. "Collecting the lights" is kind of method, where spread lights from the reggressions are collected to the "single light bulb" and that way, soul level is healed. Healing of the soul level helps to heal dissociative manners and symptoms, because the soul doesn't do "time-jumps" all the time. Focus stays in the "now-moment", in present. Ability to stand in the present is one of the basics in creating the future. If help needed in these processes, contact me. Tools are simple for anybody to use. The root of the evil needs to be located and when "soul is heard", healing can happen.
maanantai 3. marraskuuta 2014
Creative process and energy vampires
I've now read few life tales of the great storytellers and it seems the process is quite similar. These artists seem to be clerical officers more than individuals. Doing their jobs they both smash collective concsiuosness levels and also create archtypes of the story time, to build new and fresh level of the human concsiousness. It's shattering, how they are "sucked dry" and also they do the smashing in very similar way that they do for the collective level. It's not a sacrifice in itself, but if one doesn't understand what's happening, it's easy to stay in the memorial levels and also start heavy abuse of alcohol.
Those who survive creative process are those, who can cut the duck's flight when the job's done and let themselves be created again or stabilize before the new level hits them. Especially well described in it's all horrifying forms the process is in Panu Rajala's Unio Mystica of Mika Waltari. He was hard working wordpress of his time, and was so devastated after every book that he became a human wreck. He was quite old when he died, but wasn't able to write anything in his elderly days.
He got, like any other witch, his inspiration from the source of passion; sexual and sensual drive gave him a lot of information and brought him the capacity to make it all happen. He wrote like no other; became internationally well known by his historic stories. I'm pretty sure he created totally new level to human reality. He collected stones, saw becoming events and was sometimes described as a dreamwalker, since he spent a lot of his time "in the dream world" and men he wrote about, were spirits that came to visit him.
Alcohol was and is prescription free medication in order to try to control the vivid images and ease the senses, block many experiences and try to avoid the appearance of the Dead. Guess what; it makes all even worse. Being sensitive brings these issues to surface even more horrifying ways and under the chemical item there is nothing one can do to handle the visions. Alcohol and other substitutes bring any kind of shadowland mystery creatures to the daylight, and if one doesn't know how to handle them, how to put them to the light or make them sheep, one can't rest or sleep. For a dreamer the reality isn't "average", all kinds of time levels can be heard and seen. Nervous system is in hyperactive state and one needs hard physical excercise in order to stay in the reality. Other visionists, spirits and energy vampires can and will dive in to dreamer's system, unless there is nothing where to connect.
In Kalevala there is a story of Blacksmith Ilmarinen wooing the Maiden of the North. The becoming Mother-in-law wants Ilmarinen to do some bravery tests and one of them is the cultivation of the snake field. Maiden of the North is the soul level of Self, the snakes are the subconcsious harassements and Ilmarinen is the day reality in action. The Maiden gives a hint for Ilmarinen, that he should cover him and his horse with iron clothings so that they can't bite. Another mission is to catch the beast pike from the Northern Sea without nets or fishing rod. Maiden tells him to create a fiery eagle. Both these pikes and snakes are subconcsious level transcendent mysteries, karmic relations and issues, that need to be beaten before the "wedding" can happen; before the will can be fixed together. And nothing happens, if the will isn't in synchronic all three levels.
Subconcsious level always seeks for revenge and seeks opportunities to "repeat" sitautations in order to find a new solution. I've noticed that creating fences makes everything worse; the attacks are always more severe and progress doesn't happen as it could. The only way is to actually ask the snakes what the hell are they biting for, why do they feel threatened and solve the issues. When there is no "flesh" like contact levels for the snakes, they can't do anything. They hit, but when they do, they turn in to the pure light. Same happens with the beast pike; it's really frightening creature, but when lifted up to the dry land there is nothing it can do; the fiery eagle burns it dead in the first place, and on a dry land, flashed to the reality, it can't breathe.
My point is; as long as there are karmic issues, lies or secrets this can happen. Snakes, beasts, monsters and everything is just a horrible camouflage in front of the people. Shadowland creatures yell "We know what you did in the previous lives!" and the day light reality shatters with the accusations. Everybody else knows one's shadows, only way to change and get rid of them is to seek someone, that one can get them opened. The locks are often built for time, place or habit. In order to get rid of them, one should seek certain company, certain place and certain way to unlock the lights.
Soul has left it's parts into devastating time levels in past lives, if something was done gainst soul's contractions or if here was feeling of unjustification or unnecessary torture. Some of the lessons on Earth hold the need of torture lessons, but sometimes it was done way out of line. These kind of reggressions often create time jumps that force people to the edge of craziness. Irrational memories and absurd accusations of day reality crimes never done or even oozing are the signs that need to focus on. One can do a lot when acts with the Self; every done purification can be related to collective work and when one finds a way to get free, several others can free it as well.
Those who survive creative process are those, who can cut the duck's flight when the job's done and let themselves be created again or stabilize before the new level hits them. Especially well described in it's all horrifying forms the process is in Panu Rajala's Unio Mystica of Mika Waltari. He was hard working wordpress of his time, and was so devastated after every book that he became a human wreck. He was quite old when he died, but wasn't able to write anything in his elderly days.
He got, like any other witch, his inspiration from the source of passion; sexual and sensual drive gave him a lot of information and brought him the capacity to make it all happen. He wrote like no other; became internationally well known by his historic stories. I'm pretty sure he created totally new level to human reality. He collected stones, saw becoming events and was sometimes described as a dreamwalker, since he spent a lot of his time "in the dream world" and men he wrote about, were spirits that came to visit him.
Alcohol was and is prescription free medication in order to try to control the vivid images and ease the senses, block many experiences and try to avoid the appearance of the Dead. Guess what; it makes all even worse. Being sensitive brings these issues to surface even more horrifying ways and under the chemical item there is nothing one can do to handle the visions. Alcohol and other substitutes bring any kind of shadowland mystery creatures to the daylight, and if one doesn't know how to handle them, how to put them to the light or make them sheep, one can't rest or sleep. For a dreamer the reality isn't "average", all kinds of time levels can be heard and seen. Nervous system is in hyperactive state and one needs hard physical excercise in order to stay in the reality. Other visionists, spirits and energy vampires can and will dive in to dreamer's system, unless there is nothing where to connect.
In Kalevala there is a story of Blacksmith Ilmarinen wooing the Maiden of the North. The becoming Mother-in-law wants Ilmarinen to do some bravery tests and one of them is the cultivation of the snake field. Maiden of the North is the soul level of Self, the snakes are the subconcsious harassements and Ilmarinen is the day reality in action. The Maiden gives a hint for Ilmarinen, that he should cover him and his horse with iron clothings so that they can't bite. Another mission is to catch the beast pike from the Northern Sea without nets or fishing rod. Maiden tells him to create a fiery eagle. Both these pikes and snakes are subconcsious level transcendent mysteries, karmic relations and issues, that need to be beaten before the "wedding" can happen; before the will can be fixed together. And nothing happens, if the will isn't in synchronic all three levels.
Subconcsious level always seeks for revenge and seeks opportunities to "repeat" sitautations in order to find a new solution. I've noticed that creating fences makes everything worse; the attacks are always more severe and progress doesn't happen as it could. The only way is to actually ask the snakes what the hell are they biting for, why do they feel threatened and solve the issues. When there is no "flesh" like contact levels for the snakes, they can't do anything. They hit, but when they do, they turn in to the pure light. Same happens with the beast pike; it's really frightening creature, but when lifted up to the dry land there is nothing it can do; the fiery eagle burns it dead in the first place, and on a dry land, flashed to the reality, it can't breathe.
My point is; as long as there are karmic issues, lies or secrets this can happen. Snakes, beasts, monsters and everything is just a horrible camouflage in front of the people. Shadowland creatures yell "We know what you did in the previous lives!" and the day light reality shatters with the accusations. Everybody else knows one's shadows, only way to change and get rid of them is to seek someone, that one can get them opened. The locks are often built for time, place or habit. In order to get rid of them, one should seek certain company, certain place and certain way to unlock the lights.
Soul has left it's parts into devastating time levels in past lives, if something was done gainst soul's contractions or if here was feeling of unjustification or unnecessary torture. Some of the lessons on Earth hold the need of torture lessons, but sometimes it was done way out of line. These kind of reggressions often create time jumps that force people to the edge of craziness. Irrational memories and absurd accusations of day reality crimes never done or even oozing are the signs that need to focus on. One can do a lot when acts with the Self; every done purification can be related to collective work and when one finds a way to get free, several others can free it as well.
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