I've now read few life tales of the great storytellers and it seems the process is quite similar. These artists seem to be clerical officers more than individuals. Doing their jobs they both smash collective concsiuosness levels and also create archtypes of the story time, to build new and fresh level of the human concsiousness. It's shattering, how they are "sucked dry" and also they do the smashing in very similar way that they do for the collective level. It's not a sacrifice in itself, but if one doesn't understand what's happening, it's easy to stay in the memorial levels and also start heavy abuse of alcohol.
Those who survive creative process are those, who can cut the duck's flight when the job's done and let themselves be created again or stabilize before the new level hits them. Especially well described in it's all horrifying forms the process is in Panu Rajala's Unio Mystica of Mika Waltari. He was hard working wordpress of his time, and was so devastated after every book that he became a human wreck. He was quite old when he died, but wasn't able to write anything in his elderly days.
He got, like any other witch, his inspiration from the source of passion; sexual and sensual drive gave him a lot of information and brought him the capacity to make it all happen. He wrote like no other; became internationally well known by his historic stories. I'm pretty sure he created totally new level to human reality. He collected stones, saw becoming events and was sometimes described as a dreamwalker, since he spent a lot of his time "in the dream world" and men he wrote about, were spirits that came to visit him.
Alcohol was and is prescription free medication in order to try to control the vivid images and ease the senses, block many experiences and try to avoid the appearance of the Dead. Guess what; it makes all even worse. Being sensitive brings these issues to surface even more horrifying ways and under the chemical item there is nothing one can do to handle the visions. Alcohol and other substitutes bring any kind of shadowland mystery creatures to the daylight, and if one doesn't know how to handle them, how to put them to the light or make them sheep, one can't rest or sleep. For a dreamer the reality isn't "average", all kinds of time levels can be heard and seen. Nervous system is in hyperactive state and one needs hard physical excercise in order to stay in the reality. Other visionists, spirits and energy vampires can and will dive in to dreamer's system, unless there is nothing where to connect.
In Kalevala there is a story of Blacksmith Ilmarinen wooing the Maiden of the North. The becoming Mother-in-law wants Ilmarinen to do some bravery tests and one of them is the cultivation of the snake field. Maiden of the North is the soul level of Self, the snakes are the subconcsious harassements and Ilmarinen is the day reality in action. The Maiden gives a hint for Ilmarinen, that he should cover him and his horse with iron clothings so that they can't bite. Another mission is to catch the beast pike from the Northern Sea without nets or fishing rod. Maiden tells him to create a fiery eagle. Both these pikes and snakes are subconcsious level transcendent mysteries, karmic relations and issues, that need to be beaten before the "wedding" can happen; before the will can be fixed together. And nothing happens, if the will isn't in synchronic all three levels.
Subconcsious level always seeks for revenge and seeks opportunities to "repeat" sitautations in order to find a new solution. I've noticed that creating fences makes everything worse; the attacks are always more severe and progress doesn't happen as it could. The only way is to actually ask the snakes what the hell are they biting for, why do they feel threatened and solve the issues. When there is no "flesh" like contact levels for the snakes, they can't do anything. They hit, but when they do, they turn in to the pure light. Same happens with the beast pike; it's really frightening creature, but when lifted up to the dry land there is nothing it can do; the fiery eagle burns it dead in the first place, and on a dry land, flashed to the reality, it can't breathe.
My point is; as long as there are karmic issues, lies or secrets this can happen. Snakes, beasts, monsters and everything is just a horrible camouflage in front of the people. Shadowland creatures yell "We know what you did in the previous lives!" and the day light reality shatters with the accusations. Everybody else knows one's shadows, only way to change and get rid of them is to seek someone, that one can get them opened. The locks are often built for time, place or habit. In order to get rid of them, one should seek certain company, certain place and certain way to unlock the lights.
Soul has left it's parts into devastating time levels in past lives, if something was done gainst soul's contractions or if here was feeling of unjustification or unnecessary torture. Some of the lessons on Earth hold the need of torture lessons, but sometimes it was done way out of line. These kind of reggressions often create time jumps that force people to the edge of craziness. Irrational memories and absurd accusations of day reality crimes never done or even oozing are the signs that need to focus on. One can do a lot when acts with the Self; every done purification can be related to collective work and when one finds a way to get free, several others can free it as well.
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