The abuse of the Victim energy

There are three types of victim roles and using tem as a tool gives the role player a somewhat power.

Of course there are roles and certain lessons in everybody's life, where people are forced to obey certain roles an rules of social functions. These are for example childhood, when one's will is under parent's command. Child cannot decide certain issues over the parent's authority. Yet another issues in the spiritual path are for example "what's important for you" -lessons and "do you dare to stand behind your belief" -lessons. Nothing wrong with that. Often the hardest part of life and especially in the spiritual path is, when the continuous victim-issue comes back, in form or another.

In karmic settings people need to face the wrong doings, also for themselves. Where ever there has been badass, there has been victim too. One badass could have done severe damage; yet the call comes from lifetime to another to twist the roles; change the gameboard and play it different. Of course in the ideal settings the badass could think WHY should one do it all over again and could it be left undone. Not always this is possible - and therefore there are the lessons.

The role of a Martyr is familiar for most of us. Not just Jesus has suffered for HIS ideas; after Him quite many followed his way. And it wasn't anything new; wars and battles of the landscape forced many people to loose their faith and their religion to be doomed to be "the Dark One". Sadly enough, for example in the America, both sides victimized themselves very effectively. Thinking that totally weird foreigners from the Europe went to America for "New Beginning"; it was only right that the Bad Indians got what they deserved? Just kidding, of course they protected their laws and lifestyle, the nature that gave them everything for food. Poor pale Europeans, when they and the Good Religion, and Jesus Himself, were teased by naughty and wild Indians. Which one were true victims? At some point, no one could tell. Fighting over religious themes is a matter of passion for some, matter of lifestyle for many and a matter of ruling power for certain amount of people. Who has the "Right Knowledge", whose Truth is the only one? Christians were haunted badly during the early age of Christianity. People waited and expected The Kingdom of Heavens to come down on Earth; in order to see that happen people should have stopped normal life, left behind everything that could have made Heaven a Filthy place. Like having sex, getting married, eating meat. Jesus Himself was lifted up as the "most suffering" image, and the only purpose for some people, became understanding the misery He went through. And nothing in human life wasn't to be handled and beared, because He had suffered more and no suffering could beat it. Loosing His life was the great gift of course, but seeing only the victim and the death as highest form of service, got many people lost. Renewal, the uplifting from the grave as much as He could be touched and discussed with, hasn't been so important. Even though the ability and understanding of "life goes on in form or another" -lesson should be the bigger subject. How to move on in life, how to leave behind those who push ou to your limits, how to create in order your life to become better - that's the question. Many martyr fear of their beliefs and manners to be questioned in any way. Many of them are afraid of publicity, because the fear of former kind of torture or punishments are still strongly outlived. For these kind of people it's hard to function with a team of many truths, because the risk of being punished is quite high.

The role of a Slave is another nightmare. Before the contraceptives were organized and used as handful way to control life, many mothers seemed to be enslaved to homework. Giving numerous births, being vulnerable under the threat of infections and babies dying for reason or another, especially women have had hard time. Sexual slavery has become as a side effect. Before the woman had a trade value, she seemed to have only a little value in some cultures. The grave foundings give us hint that there has been time, when maternal line has been superior. During that time male might have suffered as well the role of slaves; leads me to thinking, that situation now is only a reflection, revenge of the rejection from the historic levels that no one could tell. Slavery was a fate for loosing battles, being dishonored and of course; made to be "inhuman" and to be treated the most vicious ways. The one who had the power, held the whip. Life of a slave was hard work; no hopes of getting free or treated nice. Rapes were everyday life for everybody. Mothers couldn't always hold their children close, and natural human rights were of course questioned hard. Slave wasn't a human. And isn't today. Human traders tend to kidnap kids and trap adults to human sales and sex-slavery in many countries; victims are traded to foreign country where they cannot survive and don't have any control over their life. It is said that the Chrisitanity is the religion and comfort of the Slaves; and some use it by structure in a way, that it is only right if there ARE slaves - and therefore nothing can be done, "it's just the ways of the world". Even today many people tend to carry slavery energies, if they're ill-treated in marriage or in the area of work. Those who are free to choose, but insist on carrying these enslaving roles and energies, are often connected also to the martyrdom. The pleasure people get by "judging the wrong doer" and getting glory of "honorable carrying of the robe", is understandable. "Poor you" say those who feel compassion and pity, and the smile on the face of the so called slave is flashing, but visible sign of the recognition. They could change the spouse and they could find a better job - but it brings pleasure of pampering to be mis-treated.

I've met a lot of people, who get so hard victim-reggressions of me, that they loose the control of their reactions. It's again called reggression, for I haven't killed, enslaved, raped or pimped anybody in this life. People who remember -without clear recognition of the reggression- are feeling uncomfortable, tend to attack or become passive-aggressive. They can't get over with their fear and are forced to "build a scene" so that they could get me out of their sight or get away themselves. Usually I tend to shift a place, for it's easier that way, I need to move on anyway. Even those who understand the nature of reggressions, can't always handle their vivid imagination and even in a visible daylight I'm seen as a soldier or other executor. Accusations of karmic rapes can rise even in forms of fear of me being lesbian. Took me a long time to understand that the poor victims were discussing with shadows, not with me. They saw me through my karmic history, not as me. They saw me as a reflection - and nothing could be done - except wiping out the shadows. Naming and sending them to the Light was the only way. Meeting new people is always a bit of weird at first, but nowadays it's smoother.

Recognizing the feeling of being threatened somehow is hard. Many of those who attack are fighting for something. Everybody's defending them or their rigths, and severe feeling of threat without a clear reason for it, is a reggressive reaction. It should be handled like that, as a symptom of something deeper. Those who are playing victim roles, usually defend either time, habits or a territory. Finding out the issue and connecting it with the accusation gives often the setting, when, how and over what the mistratment has happened. People do have contractions of the souls over these rroles, but if something went "off the manuscript", it will be remembered. Once I took care of a lady, who found out how she had death penalty - but for wrong issue. Had it been the one in "witchcraft" as she had in that life dealt with, it might have been alright. Instead, she was sentenced to death of a trechery and the sentence contained cruelty both in emotional and physical levels; she couldn't forget it until it was taken care of, revealed and handled in this life understanding. I think it's always important to handle the question; who's the victim in the scene and why? All of those built scenes might have been easier to understand and handle before, if I could have understood, that they truly fear me, and why. I hope that my investigations lead people to think is it wise to carry the fear around and feed it, because for every fear there is a beast behind the corner, just waiting to attack. If the victim can handle the reggression, throw away the other end of the pulling rope, maybe the beast could let loose too. At least victim helps oneself a great deal, for every forgiven and forgotten wrong doing is more energy to oneself and away from the beast. If you are in need of further instructions, contact me.